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Tried and Tested

Posted by [email protected] on July 31, 2014 at 4:00 PM Comments comments (0)

I mentioned when coming to YHWH in Messiah, He healed my mind. I'll discuss more of that as we go, but for now, I have to address how I almost lost my healing. Rather, I should say, almost gave up my healing. Life got very, very painful between 2007 and 2012. I continued to function, but crafted myself a pseudonym for a blog that wasn't private, but separate from my "already respected work" on the web. Life was so painful, I found myself fearing my mind would fragment again or simply sha...

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Damaged Goods

Posted by [email protected] on July 27, 2014 at 10:55 PM Comments comments (0)

This blog has been a real struggle for me. I know Abba would not lead me to do anything that is against His Word, so I’ve pondered and prayed as to how to be honest in this blog, yet not dishonor my parents. I know children can be born with physical problems, as well as some developmental delay mentally, but babies are for the most part an emotional blank slate. I suppose it’s possible for an unborn child to be verbally abused in the womb, but except in the case of multiple bir...

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Damaged Goods

Posted by [email protected] on July 27, 2014 at 10:55 PM Comments comments (0)

This blog has been a real struggle for me. I know Abba would not lead me to do anything that is against His Word, so I’ve pondered and prayed as to how to be honest in this blog, yet not dishonor my parents. I know children can be born with physical problems, as well as some developmental delay mentally, but babies are for the most part an emotional blank slate. I suppose it’s possible for an unborn child to be verbally abused in the womb, but except in the case of multiple bir...

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Failing By Four

Posted by [email protected] on July 21, 2014 at 11:05 AM Comments comments (0)

After mentioning Bryan Duncan and posting links I thought I better follow up and make sure I had not created any copyright issues . . . I hadn’t, but I came across an interesting interview he’d given in which he spoke of taking his eyes off of Messiah and wanting all eyes upon him. Here the song that so motivated me to not hide, was one he’d written as a reminder to himself that it wasn’t about him. Interesting how we can be touched deeply but from opposite perspecti...

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So Afraid

Posted by [email protected] on July 13, 2014 at 12:55 AM Comments comments (0)

I was speaking on the phone the other day, to a friend, who is such a precious encourager. She used a term to describe me that still causes me to well up in tears of gratitude. She said my “stability” was such a blessing. Me, stable? Yes, me, stable! I told her that was absolutely YHWH. Before Messiah touched me, stable would be about the last word anyone would use to describe me. Since that conversation, an old song that hit the Christian charts about 15 years ago, has bee...

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Centered

Posted by [email protected] on July 8, 2014 at 11:15 AM Comments comments (0)

When I saw Messiah's question in John 5:6, "Wilt thou be made whole?"  I knew, at some point, I'd author a book bearing that title.  There were many years between that "knowing" and the accomplishment.  When my mind was made whole, instantly, there were many shards and rough edges that still didn't "fit."  I knew they were there and they were no part of my future, but they were part of my past; and it would take maturity and surrender to The Great Spirit of ...

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Writing

Posted by [email protected] on June 24, 2014 at 5:55 PM Comments comments (0)

As I write this post, I'm so thankful for something today that I hadn't really ever considered. As one of the contributors and I exchanged information and chatted about the publication of the Goshen Gazette, the number of blogs I maintain for articles and guests came up. I jokingly referred to myself as “the Sybil of the internet.” That was the night before this site was officially linked to the weekly publication. When I'm testing the waters, I tend to package ...

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Like A Flood

Posted by [email protected] on June 22, 2014 at 12:25 AM Comments comments (0)

A video I viewed this week deeply touched me spiritually.  A friend and colleague posted a https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uE5lenbWquo" target="_blank" rel="nofollow">5 minute video that contains intense details.  I was so young when I learned to swim, I don't remember not knowing how, so water doesn't usually intimidate me; but this was another matter.  A gentle stream had become a raging river of torrential flood waters.  In that short video, he broug...

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Rejection

Posted by [email protected] on June 17, 2014 at 4:55 PM Comments comments (0)

When I was "found" [saved, repented, entered covenant] and my mind healed, it wasn't long before I realized I had a rejection issue; or rather a fear of rejection issue.  As I prayed about this, I heard YHWH already knew and He was going to change that.  I'll be honest here, I really misunderstood what He was saying.  I truly thought rejection was going be a thing of the past.  In my spiritual immaturity and zeal, I really did believe I'd be well received by...

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To Be Used in Healing and Deliverance

Posted by [email protected] on June 11, 2014 at 7:50 PM Comments comments (0)

I've truly longed to be used in a healing and deliverance ministry, for years.  So much so, I walked away from every aspect of mainstream medicine over thirteen years ago.  I've made no doctor's appointments, filled no prescriptions, purchased no OTC drugs, did not even take a trip to the ER when bones were obviously broken.  The latter has happened four times in these 13 years.  I take Exodus 15:26 very literally, and I can also attest to the fact, I was cl...

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